Attitude that matters

I was feeling very upset 2 days ago since I got yelled by my dad with sharp words again. I had a thought that I wanted to quit again, and went for my 3d gaming career. This wasn't the first time. After I started taking care of more of the company stuff, he yelled at me with sharp words every time. I felt like I couldn't stand to work with only negative energy. Yesterday, I took my mom to have lunch in San Gabriel after dropping off our family tax return documents at our CPA's office. We had a great talk. And I figured... It's my attitude that matters. It's my attitude that makes my dad mad all the time. Working in my dad's company, they get a feeling that I don't care and I don't want to be involved. My heart is at somewhere else. On the other hand, I don't have the enthusiasm. That's right, I've been always thinking about what I did before in game companies. Working for others and working for your business are totally different stories. When I was working at other's companies, even though I had enthusiasm, I still care myself the most. When I want to take days off, I do that; when I don't want to work, I don't. Especially when I was working at EA, I struggled about my work occupies my whole life. Working in my dad's company, I have to consider work is the top priority like my dad does with the idea that I'm going to be the only one who's going to take over the whole company after my dad retires, perhaps in 5 years. There are a lot of things to learn. As for now, what I need to do is to move on my mind. I have the responsibility to make this company work for the rest of my life. This is a huge responsibility, and I have to adjust my attitude towards it. Be more detailed, be more passionate, be more responsible for every little thing. Not just working 7 hours per day and I'm done. It's never done.