Things are different

After taking this one month trip in Asia with LZ, I feel things are different at home. My sister and nephew came back home. I'm much more busy than before. I feel like my responsibility for this family became much heavier, I really feel like I need to be more involved. I'm busy. Busy for family business work, busy for watching nephew, busy for sharing some housework with Mom, busy for watching my brother's grades. Dad is not home, mom's ability is very limited. I feel like I have to take care of 3 children at home: Sister, nephew, and brother. I somehow feel pressured.